There seemed to be someone beside me who was giving me answers to my questions as I thought them.
Samantha Swinglehurst, 35, a sound assistant with the BBC from Swansea,
Wales, had a near-death experience after attempting suicide when she was
living in The Netherlands in 1990.
Really, I couldn't say at what point I was alive and at what point I wasn't,
but I found myself in a black place, on a plain like Dartmoor, with no
light, no stars, nothing. I couldn't even say whether I had a body. I felt
intimidated and scared, and mentally I was asking questions like: 'Where am
I?'
There seemed to be someone beside me who was giving me answers to my
questions as I thought them. I remember asking: 'Who are you?' and it
replied that it was my guide and that I was in a place called The Clearing
House where I was going to see my life and what I had and hadn't done right
and wrong in it.
I could see what looked like white lines appearing in front of me as if they
were the ends of slides, only they were huge, towering above my head, even
though they were in the distance.
Some went off down to the left and others to the right. The ones that went
off to the left were sharp and clear and the ones that went down to the
right were misty and hazy.
Directly in front of me there was a big patch of mistiness and I asked:
'What on earth is going on in front of me?'
I was told: 'This is your life.'
Suddenly, there I was with my nose right up against one of these slides and
then I was actually in the image, in the room itself as the event happened,
but I was looking down upon it.
I experienced many of the events of my past life like that.
It really was a kind of living nightmare to see the worst side of myself and
if there was any incentive not to make me behave in the same way again, it
would be that.
As an antidote to this, however, I also saw the positive things and the
times when I behaved in the best way I could, often against the odds, and
that gave me the best kind of pride in myself, maybe more so than anything
I'd ever felt down here on Earth.
The best thing about what happened is that I came away from the experience
wanting to do the best in my life. It has totally changed the way that I
deal with situations and with other people. It has also changed what
motivates me in my life.
I can't rationalize it to anyone and I'm realistic enough to know that I
don't expect anyone else to believe me unless they have had direct
experience of it themselves.
FROM: Near-death experiences are more common than we think and they are
still baffling scientists AUTHOR: Katie Fraser
SOURCE: The Express
DATE: January 24, 2004