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I finally realized I was dead. I started to cry but I felt no tears roll down my face. I just kept crying out I belong to you.

Near Death Experience

I was in my living room looking in the mirror my right eye couldn't focus on my reflection I kept blinking and blinking trying to get it to focus I felt numbing going through my right side of my face leading to the top of my head. My breathing became short and it was like there was no oxygen in the air, my chest squeezed tight and Everything went black and I fell.

2 hours later I woke up. I broke the glass table I landed on with my back. I know God made sure no pieces went in my back. I thought I actually slept They're all night. I thought to myself why would I sleep here on the floor? I then realized I passed out. At the time I thought it was a lack of iron. I did not realize that I had a minor stroke.

Now talking to doctors I realize it. When I was passed out it seemed like seconds and then I woke up I looked at the clock and noticed that I was lying on the floor for 2 hours. I didn't go to the doctors because I figured I just passed out no big deal.

The second time this happened I felt it coming now because my right eye seen only black. I could hardly run I was weak my heart was beating out of my chest "really hard" and erratically. My breath was short and rapid I jumped into bed and figured if I was going to pass out let it be in bed this time. I waited to pass out but my heart was beating so hard I thought it was really going to pop out of my chest I listened to it as it went boom boom then stopped all together then came back and beated really fast and hard then stopped again. this went on for like 5 minutes erratic heart beats till finally my heart stopped. I didn't feel any pain anymore. No numbness.

What was really weird?

I didn't breath anymore. I was just lying there thinking okay what now? I didn't realize I was dead. The pillow when I landed on the bed was halfway across one eye on my face and I tried to push it off because it was bothering me. I lifted my arm and noticed as I attempted to push the pillow off of my head my arm went right through it. I couldn't believe what had happened so I tried again. This time it really scared me. I lifted my head, which I thought, was my physical head up to try and escape dealing with this and I watched my leg jump "my physical leg" from nerves I felt the flesh get cold.

Once and a while my whole physical flesh jerked and jumped. The one thing I did notice was I looked at my body like I was not a part of it anymore. Almost in a way as it was dirty and not really me. I was happy in a way that I wasn't in it but then sad that it died that way. I feared most of all that I was going to hell. My flesh was my only hope on still being able to really give my life to Jesus, now it was to late.

I thought like a child, innocent and pure. I couldn't make up excuses on why I was going to Hell. I couldn't lie. Then I started to see through the walls I seen through the pillow with both eyes "still thinking physical". I seen this small black image hovering over the pillow looking straight into my eyes it kept looking in a eager and greedy way and I could hear what it was thinking. It was waiting for me to leave my body. This figure reminded me of a half human and frog being it stood like a frog Its face was mutilated. Its eyes were so black you fell into them as you looked into them. I screamed at it

"I don't belong to you. I belong to God! I belong to Jesus!!"

I finally realized I was dead. I started to cry but I felt no tears roll down my face. I just kept crying out I belong to you. God I belong to you Jesus! There was no response. My life passed by me as I laid there. I thought of all the times I sinned and all the times I was good, ( which were very few.) I kept repeating these words,

"I don't want to die."

I waited for God to talk to me but there was no response. The demon left my side after I mentioned Jesus' name but Jesus did not come to get me. I was alone. I didn't see any tunnels. I guess because I refused to accept my death. I stopped saying I don't want to die and just cried. I cried so much that I went into a deep depression. My soul felt heavy on the bed. I knew at that point I did not give my life to God after all. My life was all a lie. I just thought to myself I deserve to go to hell. I was a fifthly sinner. I don't deserve to go to heaven. It came to a point to were I just gave up. I didn't care anymore. I couldn't cry because I was cried out and God and Jesus had every right to ignore me because that's what I did to them all of my life. I knew not only was my flesh dead but so was my soul. I was in total despair. I kept hearing my mom's voice saying,

"You have to really give your life to God. You have to really except Jesus as your Lord and Savior."

I didn't and it was too late. The last words I said were I deserve this. For at least it seemed like hours I laid there like a zombie. Then all of a sudden: these words came out of me. Now let me make this clear I never read the bible and never cared at all about what it said. "Father why hast thou forsaken me"? It was repeated one more time and I was just laying listening to this voice coming out of my souls mouth. My whole soul felt peace and love. Inside my physical stomach I felt a snap way deep down inside. A warm feeling ran through my body like electricity. I jumped out of bed and started running all over the house I knocked things over running for about 15 minutes. I kept saying thank you Jesus for having mercy on me. Finally I stopped running and thought of what just happened? I knew it was the mercy of God that I was living again. My heart felt brand new it's beat was soft and smooth. I looked at the clock to see how long I was dead and I was dead for about 1 hour. Maybe more. I am perfectly healthy to this day I have given my life to Jesus …. I thank him for the gift of life he gave me on that day. My advice to you is, love is the answer. God is love. I died when I was 21 in 1991 that was the day I truly gave my life to Jesus. I pray that this message will reach those who don't believe that there is a life after death. I pray that they hear these words not only in the flesh but in the spirit. This may sound crazy but ever since I died I have seen lights blue and white in color. I know it is angels. God is watching over me. If you have any answers on why I still was not going to heaven even though I did believe in God &Jesus please reply.

Death is nothing to fear as long as you are saved through Christ Jesus.

Thank you for your time and May God Bless you With Peace and Love in Jesus' name Amen

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One most extraordinary aspect of NDE's is that the underlying pattern seems unaffected by a person's culture or belief system, religion, race, education, or any other known variable, although the way in which the NDE is described varies according to the person's background and vocabulary. There is no evidence that the type of experience is related to whether the person is conventionally religious or not, or has lived a "good" or "bad" life according to his/her society's standards (although an NDE often strongly affects how life is lived after the experience).

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Dannion Brinkley--Near-death returnee, transformational speaker and author of the bestseller Saved By The Light.